Mistress' Painting is coming on nicely.....uhhh...i hate that word....coming. Anyway, i think everyone will enjoy this post:
16th day
Today is my 16th day without being allowed to cum. It is strange the things that run through your head when you are denied for this long. Fantasies dance inside your brain constantly and never let you forget about the state of the denied cock.
It is amazing what your mind tells you that you are willing to do just to have an orgasm. It even turns to what you can do just to please your Mistress even if you receive your orgasm or not. For me, i have turned over complete control of what used to be my useless cock to Mistress Cassandra. i have dreamed of doing such a thing for along time now, and just love every second. The only thing that could be better is if i was at Her feet 24/7 in person.
i dream of Ms. Cassandra being sensual and sweet at one minute, and taking a direct 180 the next and turning into a total heartless bitch. i dream of Her exerting Her total control over me, no matter how humiliated, degraded, on in pain i am in just to show me how pathetic a boy is. i dream of providing Her pleasure and amusement while I am denied my own.
What will She have me do next? What plans does She have for my butt plug training? How far can She push me? How cruel and devious can She become? Would She have Her puppet amuse Her and Her friends ?
These are all questions that i ask myself but don't dare ask Mistress for fear that She will come up with more ideas ( Well....She does read this from time to time). The fact is i really don't care, i let Her take control of what is now Her cock and am now just along for the ride. The fact that She has now denied me for 16 days is just proof the Women are far superior to men and that i should just give up any resistance to this fact and do as i am told. This makes the world a much better place.
For anyone looking to call a Mistress, let Her take full control and do not cheat! These are fantasies you may have but if you cheat on them, why bother? Cheating on what you say or do is just denying yourself of your own fantasies....and that is just dumb and a waste of time. Speaking of cheating, why would someone cheat on chastity? i have found that the reality is much better, instead of being turned on for a half an hour or so....why not actually use your balls, belly up, and be left in a state of arousal for days, or weeks at a time.
Today is my 16th day without being allowed to cum. It is strange the things that run through your head when you are denied for this long. Fantasies dance inside your brain constantly and never let you forget about the state of the denied cock.
It is amazing what your mind tells you that you are willing to do just to have an orgasm. It even turns to what you can do just to please your Mistress even if you receive your orgasm or not. For me, i have turned over complete control of what used to be my useless cock to Mistress Cassandra. i have dreamed of doing such a thing for along time now, and just love every second. The only thing that could be better is if i was at Her feet 24/7 in person.
i dream of Ms. Cassandra being sensual and sweet at one minute, and taking a direct 180 the next and turning into a total heartless bitch. i dream of Her exerting Her total control over me, no matter how humiliated, degraded, on in pain i am in just to show me how pathetic a boy is. i dream of providing Her pleasure and amusement while I am denied my own.
What will She have me do next? What plans does She have for my butt plug training? How far can She push me? How cruel and devious can She become? Would She have Her puppet amuse Her and Her friends ?
These are all questions that i ask myself but don't dare ask Mistress for fear that She will come up with more ideas ( Well....She does read this from time to time). The fact is i really don't care, i let Her take control of what is now Her cock and am now just along for the ride. The fact that She has now denied me for 16 days is just proof the Women are far superior to men and that i should just give up any resistance to this fact and do as i am told. This makes the world a much better place.
For anyone looking to call a Mistress, let Her take full control and do not cheat! These are fantasies you may have but if you cheat on them, why bother? Cheating on what you say or do is just denying yourself of your own fantasies....and that is just dumb and a waste of time. Speaking of cheating, why would someone cheat on chastity? i have found that the reality is much better, instead of being turned on for a half an hour or so....why not actually use your balls, belly up, and be left in a state of arousal for days, or weeks at a time.
Anyway, if you are not a Mistress and reading this then the least you could do it go and vote for Mistress Cassandra's site at : http://www.phonesexcentral.com/topsite.php?PHPSESSID=2f96605367bbce19c09c41b2b7963e08
1 comment:
I must say you are rolling that rock nicely up the hill with some bumps and snags here and there. Soon you will be at the top and the view from the top is exactly where it all is..then the roll down...just hold on to that very top moment.
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