Thank You Mistress so much for understanding the postal problem with the keys. i would accept any punishment You wish to impose although i feel it is not my fault. i am Your total slave and therefore don't deserve the benefit of the doubt, but i do still have the sealed proof that the keys were sent, and returned. if Mistress wishes to punish me for this, well, that is Her perrogative and i have no say in the matter.

Thank You Mistress

29 days

Today is horrible, i have bad news for Mistress, the keys that i had sent on Tuesday came back today with a return to sender note on it. i have checked and checked the address and don't know what the problem is. i have not opened up the envelope. it is still sealed and my 29 days in chastity still remains intact. Hopefully i can talk to Mistress tonight and get the problem fixed, but i am sure this is going to impact the length of my lock up.

In other news the painting is coming along nicely, if not slowly. This isn't the best picture but i will have a better one on my next update.

27

Today is 27 days atleast that is what i think, but i don't know if i am really capable of thought anymore. The keys have been sent and hopefully Mistress has recieved them. The painting is going great...hopefully Mistress will be happy with it, i will update that later today, or tommorrow. Ms. Ally left an interesting reply on my last post, hopefully that does not incur any punishment. Well, another frustrating day without being allowed to touch myself....

25 Days Merry Christmas

Merry Christmas Mistress Cassandra and E/everyone.
last night i had another session with Mistress. It was Christmas night so i figured i would probably, finally get to cum. Mistress had me roll the dreaded dice again and to my horror i rolled a 12......She was very kind though and let me have a second chance and this time i rolled a 5. She told me how good of a boy i was being but that that fact does not mean i deserve to cum. She mercilessly edged me and teased me about my bad luck before making me lock back up , this time with the metal lock. Today i will be sending Her the keys to Her cock and will be from now on at Her cruel mercy. The though of Her holding the keys in Her hand just drives me crazy. Soon after She recieves the keys She will be sending me a contract to take true posession of me mind, body and soul. With Her holding the keys i will have no choice but to sign it, and comply to any command She makes from now on.
i feel like the luckiest bitchboy ever, Thank You Mistress, in fact Every Woman should thank Her for taking away my worthless little cock and removing it from wildly cumming whenever i felt like it.

22nd day

22 days....Mistress chatted with me earlier and said that She would play with Her cock today!. She later came back and said i would have to wait and my heart sank. now i must wait atleast 2 days because of family commitments tommorrow and will have to hope to contact Her on Monday! uhhh dying here.... but oh well i will do what ever She says, Mistress Cassandra is always right!

21 days

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OMG!

Mistress just posted Her punishment corner and i cannot help but be turned on...i will have a hard time sleeping tonight, but when i do finally settle down i could only dream of Mistress Cassandra using each and every toy in Her collection on me just for Her personal entertainment......i can't wait to actually send Her the Metal keys....and the contract coming up!....Oh yes, i promised to sign a strict contract that not only includes my chastity, but whatever Mistress wants to include for Her personal amusement also

Day 19

Today is day 19.....so far this has been agonizing, amazing, and exciting. At this point i don't know what to think. There is part of me that just wants to cum so bad....but another part that wants Mistress to totally and cruelly deny me. There is part of me that thrives on and desires Her praise, yet part of me that says that slaves do not deserve praise or reward for being a good boy. We only deserve punishment for misbehavior and no real praise because as a submissive it is our job to do as told .
The plug training is coming along...it is up to 4 humiliating hours now. i recieved my new plugs and am now using the medium sized one. i hesitate to say it but the small one looked so small that i think i could take that one all day at this point. i haven't even tried the large one yet...i am sure that i can take it as it is about the same girth of the Dildo Mistress took me with in O/our second session, but the plug is for more of long term wear.
i can't believe i would actually be saying this, but i think i am actually going to beg Mistress not to let me cum. i don't want to be Her submissive toy, i want to be Her total slave. To mold as She wishes. i think that i have had plenty of selfish orgasms ( some of them at Mistress expense ( before i had the courage to call Her) and now should just be milked or have totally ruined, unsatisfing, and or pain associated orgasms.

2nd post today

Well i have been sitting here all day and decided to post again. Being totally locked up definitely makes my submission To Mistress Cassandra grow everyday....at some points i even contemplate telling Her that i do not deserve an orgasm ( although cumming and having an orgasm aren't always the same thing). Today i e-mailed Ms Tara to thank Her for reporting me awhile back and letting me know that i am Mistress Cassandra slave and can't hide anything from Her. i also apologized to Ms. Tara for Her having to waste precious time to report the items to Mistress. i hope Mistress Cassandra feels that this act was a showing of how much i appreciate Her and the Superiority of Women in general. i am still a weak, pathetic male....as much as i feel i may be broken to Her rule, i'm sure She would be the first to say that i still have exquisite torment and breaking still to go.

18 days of NO

Today this slave goes into his 18th day of complete denial. Mistress has said i would be allowed to cum on Wednesday, but i must be a little weary because She makes the rules on how i cum and if i cum and She can change the rules anytime She wishes. At this point i am start to grasp the fact that my pleasure means nothing and it is all about what entertains and amuses Mistress Cassandra.
i thought i was suppose to get my new butt plugs yesterday but they don't come until today. Also i have to order some new plastic locks, although i think Mistress may be getting tired of me using them and may order me to just go ahead and send the keys soon ( and start using the metal lock) i have just been using the numbered plastic locks so far just because it is easier and i am not at the mercy of the mail man.

don't forget to vote for Mistress's site everyone!

16 Days!

Mistress' Painting is coming on nicely.....uhhh...i hate that word....coming. Anyway, i think everyone will enjoy this post:

16th day
Today is my 16th day without being allowed to cum. It is strange the things that run through your head when you are denied for this long. Fantasies dance inside your brain constantly and never let you forget about the state of the denied cock.
It is amazing what your mind tells you that you are willing to do just to have an orgasm. It even turns to what you can do just to please your Mistress even if you receive your orgasm or not. For me, i have turned over complete control of what used to be my useless cock to Mistress Cassandra. i have dreamed of doing such a thing for along time now, and just love every second. The only thing that could be better is if i was at Her feet 24/7 in person.
i dream of Ms. Cassandra being sensual and sweet at one minute, and taking a direct 180 the next and turning into a total heartless bitch. i dream of Her exerting Her total control over me, no matter how humiliated, degraded, on in pain i am in just to show me how pathetic a boy is. i dream of providing Her pleasure and amusement while I am denied my own.
What will She have me do next? What plans does She have for my butt plug training? How far can She push me? How cruel and devious can She become? Would She have Her puppet amuse Her and Her friends ?
These are all questions that i ask myself but don't dare ask Mistress for fear that She will come up with more ideas ( Well....She does read this from time to time). The fact is i really don't care, i let Her take control of what is now Her cock and am now just along for the ride. The fact that She has now denied me for 16 days is just proof the Women are far superior to men and that i should just give up any resistance to this fact and do as i am told. This makes the world a much better place.
For anyone looking to call a Mistress, let Her take full control and do not cheat! These are fantasies you may have but if you cheat on them, why bother? Cheating on what you say or do is just denying yourself of your own fantasies....and that is just dumb and a waste of time. Speaking of cheating, why would someone cheat on chastity? i have found that the reality is much better, instead of being turned on for a half an hour or so....why not actually use your balls, belly up, and be left in a state of arousal for days, or weeks at a time.

Anyway, if you are not a Mistress and reading this then the least you could do it go and vote for Mistress Cassandra's site at : http://www.phonesexcentral.com/topsite.php?PHPSESSID=2f96605367bbce19c09c41b2b7963e08

15th day

Today was 15 days locked up and i finally got a chance to cum. Today Mistress Cassandra was kind enough to play with Her cock, but She had me roll the dice. Snake eyes and i would get to cum. Well to my horror i rolled an 11. So She was still quite kind and said that i would get to roll the dice one more time....after She brought me to the edge 11 times! Of course this all took place while wearing my butt plug. She had me create a Zipper ( see attached picture) on one arm and put clothespins on my nipples.

After teasing me about a few times She made me put another zipper on my other arm. Nearing the 11th time She had me catch my breath and grab hold to the zipper string and with one quick pull, off with them all.

After the 11th time i was told to roll the dice again. This time i rolled a six. So She said NO i would not get to cum today but She would instead edge me 6 more times and divide six by 2 so that i would get another chance to cum in 3 days....Thank You Mistress Cassandra

......Oh and You can guess how the second zipper came off

Will update the painting progress tommorrow

Day 14

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Day 12

Yesterday was day 12 not much going on on day 12. Mistress im'ed me and extended my plug training to 2 hours... That is suffering! Other than that i worked on Her painting which is coming along very well. Today is day 13 and Mistress is going to play with Her cock tommorrow, but that is no gaurantee i will get to cum. Today i awoke straining against my cage as usual.... i was straining so hard i thought i was going to have an orgasm without even touching myself...but i didn't. Thank You for controling me Mistress

Day 11

Day 11 of my chastity torment and everytime i think i am used to it, my desire gets worse and the sufferring continues. My butt plug training has proggressed to 1 hour and 45 minutes today. uhh that is so humiliating and i know it is just going to get longer. i have been in the chatrooms from time to time just hoping that the Ladies there don't find any reason to report me.

Pink Panties

i finally when through the humiliation of buying my pink panties. i felt so embarassed doing so and for the first time was glad to be wearing the cock cage because otherwise i would have been walking around with a huge hard on ( well ok, not huge). i also thought that i was beginning to get used to the cage but after waking up and thinking about the shopping trip Mistress ordered me to complete, Her cock started straining against the cage and took forever to subside.

The butt plug training also continued after i spoke to Mistress Cassandra. Today it increased to 1 hour and 30 minutes. This was uncomfortable but reminded me of my proper place as a play toy for Mistress. It also got me straining again and produced a little precum which i made sure to wipe of with my finger and lick up.

9th Day

Today is the ninth day of being locked up. i think Mistress' cock is finally starting to get used to its new home, though mornings are still a little rough. The plug training is progressing and is both humiliating and arousing. haveing something inside me is definitely a humiliating experience, but due to the fact i can no longer play with Mistress' cock, it is arousing because it is the only type of sexual contact i get. Tommorrow i should be done with the shopping list which means a trip to the store to buy my panties.

Mistress' painting has been laid out. today i endured the butt plug training for one hour and fifteen minutes. i have also realized that my butt plug is not very good for long term wear so i ordered a training kit that includes 3 plug of different sizes.
Mistress Cassandra is the Greatest...She checks up on me and always makes sure i am training properly . Thank You Mistress

Last night's session

Last nights session with Mistress was wonderful! it was my first since She locked me up a week ago. Mistress Cassandra was kind enough to let me unlock and play with Her toy. Humiliated me and clamped my nipples, and the underside of my arm. She edged Me over and over again( which was not hard and did not take long after a week of lockup). She even made me put in my vibrating butt plug ang later take a fairly large dildo and sit on it. When She was done i was putty in Her deliciously evil hands and would have done about anything to cum, but Mistress was kind enough to put me back into my pathetic place by just locking Her cock back up instead.
Now i have an assignment. i must buy some new clothespins, some pretty pink panties, build an Altar to Her greatness, and wear my buttplug for atleast an hour a day. Oh......and buy some dice
Every man should have such a Great, Superior Woman to serve.

Mistress Cassandra's new toy

Hello,
my name is tony and i am a slave to Mistress Cassandra ( www.thedictator.com), She is the most beautiful Mistress around and She has now graciously allowed me to let Her control my ( Her) cock. i have just started training and have been locked up in a CB2000 chastity device for a week now and look forward to Her furthering control.
This blog is dedicated to my Mistress and Her control over me and will document how She intends to train me to comply to Her wishes, whatever they maybe.